Proverbs 27:4
I have never accepted gifts from hateful people. I can feel and have emotions.
So great is my sister-in-law’s hatred for me that a gift I will never accept from her. I would take her birthday presents and Christmas presents straight to the charity shops. I would leave them there and never look back.
Drug and alcohol dependency is bad for your body, but then so is resentment, jealousy and hatred. On the subject of hatred I never hate but I know a family member that is full of jealousy and hatred. I wonder where she keeps it. I wonder to myself does she have a special bag, a bag of hate. Does she coddle the bag through the night like a miser coddles his bags of unspent coins. My grandmother used to say that someone that hates that much, the only solution for them is to murder, and it’s a fine line. How true.
I’m sure that is why we have so much conflict in the world. If to many people harbor this sort of hatred then this explains the never ending need to kill.
This relation to Bob has stored so much hatred that it has taken over her. She makes her family hateful, spiteful and full of horror. She never says anything nice about anyone. In fact, I think when I was around her for a short time all she did was moan and complain about everything.
She really has it in for me, in fact she has it in for anyone that is happy. She is such a poor poor sad soul. I think that she should take her shoes off and dance and shout at the top of her voice “All we need is love.”
On the few occasions that I have visited her house you could sense the hatred. Even her house is full of hatred. I saw it, I felt it and I tasted it.
I hate hatred which is funny how can I hate when I hate the actual act of hating. I suppose it can’t be any worse then this particular relation and her hatred. I loved my father in law George dearly. I met him when I was 15 years old and I did house work for him and his wife Angela. They both were very suportive to me. I married George’s son Bob and I was honored to be George’s daughter in law.
I lived with George’s first wife Bob’s mum for three years until we could afford our own house. My youngest daughter was born while we lived at Bob’s mums house. Bob’s mum loved the girls very much and they were sad to move from her house. When we moved she would have them most weekends. I liked my mother in law and we didn’t really argue, if she ever said anything that she thought that would cause offence she would always ring me up to apoligise to me . My sister in law on the other hand is nothing like her. She suffers from green eyed syndrome and extreme hatred I do feel sorry for her and I wish that she was free from these demons.
I live in hope .