At this precise moment,
I’m feeling so low,
So very low.
You will never know,
What it feels like to be so very low.
I suffered a trauma long time ago,
But at the moment it seems like yesterday,
I’m crushed and my spirit is broken in every way.
Nothing makes sense any more.
These triggers have a hold on me once again,
So grey is my pain.
My emotions are so very real.
I wish that I was free from the broken soul within me,
I so wish that the triggers would cease,
I want to live in peace.
It’s like a murderer ready to cut my jugular,
I watch my blood drip onto the ground,
There is no sound,
I watch my blood flood flow,
The pain I feel I will know.
I am so low so very low,
My dog jumped up and wiped the tears from my face,
My dog has cheered me up I so wish those triggers would stop,
I’m now in a very much better place.
I love my dog.
Dorothy Maude