New Years is usually a sign that things are renewed and refreshed. For those who are bitter, there probably is never a ‘new year’. I would imagine that every year is the same as the last. So much for forgiveness or comfort. They think that they are shielded from their hatred. They may even have people near them, that they might call family but in reality everyone knows. Even there family deep down all know what really lies behind their dead sockets called eyes.
When you look into their eyes, everyone can see the bitterness. The resentment shines through. The hatred lingers like pollution. The poison in their voice is so venomous its noxious. They look at things rather with rose colored glasses but filtered with coal. They see people as black and arrogant. They see people as not proper or not belonging. These people consume themselves over time with so much hatred that it consumes them and they let it wilt their souls like beautiful flowers left to dry.
There is someone I know that is rather close to my family. She reads my facebook and blogs very regularly but always has something nasty to say. I have tried many times to open the door and even wave my hands with a white flag, but still she says “It’s not proper.” She says “I never should have belonged”. She says’ “I never should have been.” I just look at her and laugh to myself, knowing that she is bitter and rotten to the core. She will enver be prized, not really. She will be an apple that fell from the tree that nobody wants. She will be the sheep that was discarded for not having soft wool.
To that special person in my life. I hope you read this, and think twice before you say or think the nasty things that you do. I hope you realize that nobody is perfect and most certainly not you. I fare thee well, and wish you a happy New Years, and wish that perhaps you will lose all hatred. Although, I doubt it.