I told the psychologist that I had been abused all through my childhood and teenage years. I was emotionally, physically and sexually abused. Rape is the worst form of abuse from me as it never goes away. It takes everything away from you, your self-respect and dignity.
These two young men who had repeatedly raped me grew up in the same area as me and they were or are older than me. I don’t remember being in school with them. One of them would knock me to the ground the other one always lies in wait for me to walk by and he would grab me and then drag me deep into the woods, he would repeatedly and openly rape me.
They did this to me from 10 years old until I was 15 years old. I know that they wouldn’t have stopped but I was moved away to a new foster home because my grandmother had died.
I was so happy in my new foster home, happy to be free from the evil rapist.
Freedom is indeed a beautiful wonderland.