I went to Saint Mary’s Hospital in Newport, Isle of Wight today. I was very happy that the fatty lump on my neck was nothing to worry about.
I have had a great deal of mixed emotions today. Why do people think that it is ok to upset me? Why do I even put up with people who try to put me down? I suppose that’s life.
I have had a good hard think about my life, my health needs to improve as I have been constantly plagued by a pinched nerve for the past six months. It really is excruciating pain.
This pain keeps me from feeling better and making progress. I must sort the house out, I want to make a start, but it seems so difficult at the moment. The boys seem happy and I suppose they do have each other. They tend to get on so well with each other. It makes me happy just watching them and I think that you only ever get one chance to be a child. There are no second chances, not really.
Well there is always tomorrow and tomorrow is what keeps me going.