my soul weeps , my emotions are raw,
I am sprawled on the floor,
I so want to get up , i want my pain to stop,
I want to shed my skin like a snake,
I want a fresh start ,
I have an abandance of love in my heart,
my thoughts are kind , so is my mind,
I want to feel at ease,
I want to live in peace,I don’t want my mind to be tormanted,
I want to be contented,
I want to feel happiness within me’ I want to be free,
I want to feel the beauty within me , i don’t want strife ‘
I want to have a happy life,.
I want to be appreciated, i don’t want to be a waste of space,
They tell me to move on whats done is done ,
The bad dreams and nightmares my setback and fears
My tormenters follow me , will I ever be free
From the demons within me .
I want to swim in a sea of happiness, I crave for a happy life, I so want a happy life, .
Walking and holding my saviours hand and being at peace within. .Dorothy maude this is how I am feeling at the moment,