Oct 04
Thoughts inside my head,
They are not bad, but often said.
I think about the abusers,
and users.
I wish the thoughts would leave my head,
they even follow me to bed.
Sometimes I don’t get a break,
I think about the sad journey when I’m awake.
To be abused, traumatized and full of heartbreak for 19 years,
brings to me endless nights of misery and tears.
Today I am happy to say that my thoughts are just fine,
I am thinking about the good folks on my mind.
All my abusers are dead,
no more fear and no more dread.
Gone finally the thoughts inside my head.
I know I’ll beat it, I know I’ll defeat it,
Gone are the bad thought’s inside my head.