I have had a lot of pain today my head hurts so does my arm I am worried as I seem to be getting worse, I dreamt that I had cancer very scary. Bob has been quiet and I worry about him when he is quiet I wonder what he is thinking.The house is looking better we have got rid of most of the clutter I really do hate clutter, so why do we have clutter in the first place.? I spent the day thinking about my family how much I love them and miss them when I don’t see them. I haven’t seen my mother for 11 years I doubt if I will ever see her again. If my mother visited me I would welcome her with open arms I would be so happy to see her, I am afraid to visit her as I know that she will reject me and I will feel terrible as it will play on my mind.Three years ago I was going through a bad time, I rang my mother and ask her if I could visit her she said that she would need to think about me visiting her, this made me very sad, I thought that my mother had twenty two years without seeing me and she is rejecting me once again. I would love to see my mother again on day I pray that we do see each other again I am her first born she has told people that she don’t like what I write on my blog,
I write the truth, and yes I did go through hell on Sainte Helena without having a mother.
May 16
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