neither up or down .
I feel so wrapped up in misery. I am tired of fighting my demons they can’t win. I want to climb to the top of the mountain and stay there. I will look down on all the people that have betrayed me, disliked me, lied about me and destroyed me. I forgive you all because […]
I don’t use people . I use things.
My phone hardly ever rings these days, I suppose it is because no one wants a favour from me. I have put people up from St Helena they repaid me by lying and disrespecting me. I see them on fb talking to everyone but me. I don’t care I don’t need them. I have noticed if […]
Queenie help me to rise up.
Dear Queenie, I see them all pally with each other on fb mainly people from St Helena . Most of them are ok but there are the ones that can’t be bothered to say hello, for me, it is a form of rejection. My own people and family keeping me down it hurt so much. […]
feeling guilty.
Dear Queenie. Robert rang tonight he was much calmer than he was a week ago. He was ranting so much that he simply did my head in. Last night I wrote that he was a “weak freak”. I also said that he was obsessed with mean Jean Pilgrim the devil’s daughter. from wee. cock. farm. I […]
isle of wight children’s social services.
The isle OF Wight children services is certainly not working as a team. I have received two letters from them one was sort of positive and the other letter I really don’t know what to think of it. It is sad when professionals don’t know what they are doing . They muck up people lives […]
feeling left out by my own so called people.
Dear Queenie, I hope that you are well. I am still experiencing a great deal of pain. I try to fight it but sometimes the pain is stronger than me. I also find it difficult to deal with my inner pain. A while ago I responded to a post regarding a certain Eric Benjamin. He […]
A happy week.
I suppose the good news is my health isn’t any worse and the bad news has got to be that it hasn’t got any better. I have mountains to climb I seem to get half way up and I get pushed to the bottom yet again, but I am getting there. my grandchildren are all doing […]
Demon’Is
I am left wondering how a good, kind. a supportive person can turn into a nasty, spiteful, conniving monster overnight. I am well aware that Satan is very active and we must be strong to fight his mighty power. I am certain that a demon uses my estranged husband as a host. The woman that he […]
Satan is alive , we must ignore his evil.
I was raised in a Christian country we went to church we said prayers at home and had an assembly at school. we were taught that we would go to heaven when we die. I said my prayers every night I would pray that my mum would come and take me away from my abusive […]
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