Dear Queenie, I hope that you are well. I am still experiencing a great deal of pain. I try to fight it but sometimes the pain is stronger than me. I also find it difficult to deal with my inner pain. A while ago I responded to a post regarding a certain Eric Benjamin. He had been arrested for sexual abuse and attempted rape; I felt that it was grossly unfair as the two men who repeatedly raped me when I was a child were arrested but were released because it was an old crime. It would be unfair to charge Eric Benjamin when these two have escaped the same serious crime. I was absolutely terrified of them they always ignored my screams they would wait in the bushes and grab me as I walk past.
I endured the hell of rape for almost 5 years. I was taken into care by the Salvation Army when my beloved grandmother died I was so relieved to be free from those awful rapists that I literally didn’t grieve for her. It would be fair to say that rape far outweighs grief. I will be watching the Eric Benjamin case very closely I won’t be holding back on my opinions. I made a mistake and wrote Erice George instead of Eric Benjamin several people pointed out my mistake it was predictive writing that had caused the problem. I couldn’t believe that people that can’t be bothered to say hello to me were freaking out when I made a genuine mistake. someone kindly pointed out to me that Eric Benjamin’s case was recent I told him that my pain my was recent. I don’t go to any of the St Helenian get to gathers as I don’t really want to mix with toxic people. A post congratulating the first vet from St Helena was posted on social media. I sent her good wishes but I made yet another mistake by writing a post under the vet’s wonderful achievements. A woman from St Helena said that the vet’s parents slugged their guts out to give their daughter the best education, what can I say. ? Most parents want the best for their children. The young woman concern should be lucky to have the privilege to follow her dreams some of us are not so fortunate. I wish the vet a very successful future on St Helena. Dorothy Maude.x
Oct 16
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