Dear Queenie. Robert rang tonight he was much calmer than he was a week ago. He was ranting so much that he simply did my head in. Last night I wrote that he was a “weak freak”. I also said that he was obsessed with mean Jean Pilgrim the devil’s daughter. from wee. cock. farm. I am left feeling guilty now. If Robert respects me I will respect him it is that simple. He sounded pitiful, flat and done in. now he knows how I feel. Someone ask me would I forgive him and have him back Robert can’t abear me when I stood next to him he would move away , he behaved like a deranged creature. I have lost every bit of respect for him. He has treated me so badly I can’t wait to divorce him. I feel that I have wasted 37 years of my life on him . my new life is so different to the life I had 5 years ago . Living on Hayling Island with Robert Checksfield , our 2 grandsons and our 2 dogs I wouldn’t say that I was blissfully happy but we got by, I put up with him and he put up with me. Robert spent more time with his friend David then me but I didn’t mind as long as he was happy . I would give him the best of everything when times were hard I would give him my share of meat while I ate the vegetables and gravy. He was honest hard working the children idolized him . His dry sense of humor kept me going. he was loud and very happy to low in mood at times . Anthony is so different he has always work in the care profession he worked for cams. His hands are soft unlike Roberts builders hands. Anthony is kind caring , understanding he tells me that I am special . I always knew that I am special I am a kind happy soul I love Anthony to give me nice compliments they make my life worthwhile. while my health isn’t too good my love life is jolly good I am happy with Anthony I wish that I had met him first but I took the wrong road. I believe in fate, I have always longed for a man like Anthony and when I met him at sandown railway station it really was like meeting up with a long lost friend. He was standing on his own I ask him what time the train was due, I ask him where he was from he said that he was from Orpington. I told him my ex-husband was from the same area in Kent. We both boarded the same train we chatted all the way to the ferry he kissed me good-bye and handed me his phone number. I rang him the next day and he invited me to lunch at the weekend. Robert and I have been separated for almost 4 years, Anthony and I have been in a relationship for over a year, he has his own flat and we are taking one day at a time we are lucky to have each other my search for my long lost soul mate is finally over. I deserve to be happy after all you definitely wouldn’t want to walk in my shoes. I took the wrong road but God was waiting for me at each and every bad path that I took. I was ask why would God be waiting for me at the wrong turnings that I took? I would simply say ” look carefully enough and you will see God everywhere. Dorothy. Maude.x
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