Thoughts inside my head,
They are not bad just sad.
I think about the abuses,
And the users.
I wish the thoughts would leave my head,
They even follow me to bed.
Sometimes I don’t get a break,
I think about the sad journey when I’m awake.
To be abused for 19 years,
Traumatized for 19 years,
Heartbreak and tears for 19 years.
Today I’m happy to say my thoughts are just fine,
Thinking good things going on in my mind.
Inside my head I’m thinking about the good folks.
All my abusers are dead,
They can’t abuse me anymore.
I try so hard but sometimes its pure raw.
The thoughts inside my head.
I want to win, to move on from the thoughts within,
I know I’ll beat it, I will defeat it,
These thoughts inside my head.
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