Feb 17
i don’t usually feel under the weather but at this miute in time I feel awful , fed up pissed right off and caked in pain. I will feel better soon i hope Anthony is stroking me and telling me that everything will be alright let’s hope that he is right.it is the usual pain my arm, hand and head it is a terrible burning pain you must experience this pain to understand it. I feel so cheated i am in a lovely relationship with Anthony I want to be happy but my health is fighting against me , I know that in my heart of heart i can’t go on feeling like thiis , I don’t want to feel like this please god make me better amen.