Apr 08
At this very moment I really am a heap on the floor. I wouldn’t think twice about packing my bag and disappearing to a place where no one knows me. I have had enough can’t take any more everyone is trying to crush me. Rejection is painful, hurtful. and ugly it makes me feel worthless. I have had rejection all through my life. My mother rejected me, my grandfather too. He would praise my cousins while at the same time telling me how much he hated me. After 37 years of marriage my husband rejected me. I am quite use to rejection, so the very latest snub is a drop in the ocean. I have had much worse things happen to me in my life and I still raise up.