Feb 04
My emotions are all over the place. Anthony says I should count my blessings, be grateful even. It could’ve been a whole lot worse. This seems to make me angry as it’s not my fault people lie about me. He persuaded me to have lunch at the church. We had a nice meal, sometimes eating, talking and mixing with people makes all the difference. We caught the train back to Sandown. I wanted to be on my own for a while. I screamed, cried, and prayed, And yes, I thanked God for the many blessings that he has given to me.