Christmas 2o19 was quiet, beautiful, and fulfilling. I absolutely love the festive season. I had a lovely meal at the pub with Hayley and her children. My happiness is always overshadowed by the thought of not seeing my grandson’s. Hayley is over the moon she is having lunch with her auntie. Sadly it was the last time they would see each other, her aunt passed away a week later. The family is grief-stricken. Robert rang he is aggressive to me, I take into account that he is mourning the loss of his sister. I can’t get my sister in law out of my mind. Her passing was so sudden. Everyone is in shock. I think back to the first time we met, she was pregnant with her third child. Robert and I were married on St Helena, as she couldn’t come to our wedding she had a little get together for us. she was always up for a party. Sunday the 2nd February 2020 the law enforcement officer rang me to tell me the claims my grandsons and their carer Lisa Brennan made against me have been dropped by the C.P.S. Ms. Brennan retracted her story. I should be happy over the outcome but my emotions are in turmoil. I was worried I would be put on the sex register. I thanked her for letting me know. I was grateful for the C.P.S.descion. The investigating officer rang back later in an aggressive mood, She said my grandsons were distressed on the phone to her. I was utterly baffled as to why they would be upset. Shouldn’t she be suspicious
about their behaviour? She was firing questions at me, asking why I was questioning students from the boys’ school about them. why had I sent them cards? I replied because I am their grandmother and it was Christmas. I am fully aware of the seriousness of the allegations made against me and the police are doing their job. However, empathy is needed at times. She told me “to get it in my head they don’t want to see me.” Believe me, she will get her comeuppance. Disrespect and rejection are ugly and gut-wrenching. I cried for myself and my grandsons too. I told her that I think my grandsons are being groomed, she told me not to talk such nonsense. In my opinion, the boys are in a coercive relationship right under the noses of the Isle of wight police and children’s services. They have stood by and allowed Ms. Brennan to write slanderous things about me. That heartless, nasty so called carer shouldn’t be allowed to work with vulnerable families. I never want to get to their level. I have forgiven them for lying about me. I leave it in God’s hands. And I will simply walk away.