Feb 07
Like most people I have hit rock bottom. It seems to have got worse since Christmas. I miss my family terribly. I haven’t seen them for well over a year. I get up in the morning I then collapse on the sofa until mid day. I think about my horrendous journey, and all the abuse dished out to me, mainly by my family. My pain is huge. I didn’t get a Christmas card from my mum or a phone call. I so wanted to phone her but I know she wouldn’t talk to me, even though it was Christmas day.